Dugaan n cobaan xpenah2 putus utk sesorang berjaya..itu yg sllalu aku percaya..but today it really really hot.. my lab have no aircond....wtf.... it's our U didn't pay the bill or want to cut off budget..can u imagine how could we stdy in the close lab wif no aircond.. dammmm... dah la ari nih aku pakai baju 2 lapisss sbb biasanya lab ni cold like freeze...( setan sedang bermaharaja lela suruh aku maki2 dlm hati)...
Astagfirullah....
Semoga hari ini berlalu dgn cptnya..xpn semoga aircond segera elok... bak pepatah melayu "IKUT'N RASA, BINASA, IKUT'N HATI, MATI"... so i don't want to complain or kutuk2 lagi.. N one thing that i heard last few day, "OUR MIND WILL CONTROL OUR BODY N ATTITUDE".. lets say coldddd n dont think it a hotttt day..heeee..
smile :)...
today is 20th oct.. my heart beep so fast.. only 10 days 2 go.. i still have no result while my project must have to validate in the end of this month...OMG..wat should i do....
pen off.cont stdy
Tuesday
Monday
30 Syawal
today we should wave gudbye to aidilfitri because it a last day for syawal...ermm masa berlalu begitu cepat sehingga xkuterasa sudah berada di penghujungnya.... memandangkan ari ni lastday raya, pasca siswazah ada anjurkan 'majlis aidilfitri & deepavali'... Lagu raya mula dimaenkan semula dlm lab..tetiba jer rasa mcm esok nk raya... eventhough ari ni da majlis tp lab pasca still mcm biasa..tiada kemeriahan yg dirasa..xramai yg datang awal.mungkin kah kesibukan wt research memadamkan kemeriah yg sepatutnya dikongsi bersama atau mungkin terlalu awal untuk dorg dtg memeriahkan majlis.... Kemeriahan mula dirasa bila jam memasuki pkul 11pg.. warga pasca dh semakin ramai yg dtg... jam 12.30 tetamu mulai hadir...kemeriahan jelas terasa...dimulakan kata2 aluan oleh sarim dan seterusnya ucapan dr Eng. Imran... kemudian makan2 pn bermula..
menu: sate ayam : nasi himpit + kuah kacang + masak lodeh : nasi putih + sambal udang + rendang daging : karipap : tembikai
selesai sudah majlis...
mulakan kerja2 biasa semula...ngadap pc buat research..tapi kekadang terkandas jugak tertgk FB or FS or mcm2 lg...lab pn kembali sunyi mcm sedia kala..masing2 dgn pc msg2...
that all 4 today..nk smbg stdy..MATLAB sedang menunggu.. ..
Saturday
28 Syawal
Bismillah..
Syawal bergerak begitu patas sehingga xterasa dh dipenghujungnya..Alhamdulillah sempat juga aku m'habiskan puasa 6 thn ni.. actually i've no mood today to talk with people around me..don't know y n i think PMS is around n 'mabuk estrogen' mayb..hihi.. As usual, i only write here when i dont want share n talk with people around me...But i dont want they know all about it and i should b the best actor eventhought i really hate 2 talk today..
Today is saturday and also public holiday (deepavali), and i.ve 3 open house 2 go (k.syitah, en.azwan n en imran). that is rezki 4 my housemate n i and really2 like it...but i really dont want 2 repeat what we do 4 the past utem opened house..eat various food n drink and lastly we got CB..so dammmm.seksa...
Actually i'm really worried about my study..i've not yet result and analysis till now after 2 years i'm here to do a research. what the hell is..it's i'm do not have a talented to do that.. OMG plesss help me to find the straight way 2 finish it..and if i'm not borned 2 be a researcher, please wake up me from this dream..really need your help Dear God...
Syawal bergerak begitu patas sehingga xterasa dh dipenghujungnya..Alhamdulillah sempat juga aku m'habiskan puasa 6 thn ni.. actually i've no mood today to talk with people around me..don't know y n i think PMS is around n 'mabuk estrogen' mayb..hihi.. As usual, i only write here when i dont want share n talk with people around me...But i dont want they know all about it and i should b the best actor eventhought i really hate 2 talk today..
Today is saturday and also public holiday (deepavali), and i.ve 3 open house 2 go (k.syitah, en.azwan n en imran). that is rezki 4 my housemate n i and really2 like it...but i really dont want 2 repeat what we do 4 the past utem opened house..eat various food n drink and lastly we got CB..so dammmm.seksa...
Actually i'm really worried about my study..i've not yet result and analysis till now after 2 years i'm here to do a research. what the hell is..it's i'm do not have a talented to do that.. OMG plesss help me to find the straight way 2 finish it..and if i'm not borned 2 be a researcher, please wake up me from this dream..really need your help Dear God...
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